THE ULTIMATE SIN

Breaking down; darkness closing in,
For I have committed the ultimaate sin.

No one understands the pain I feel.
They all think I'm crazy; that it's not real.

The anger inside of me keeps building high.
The time for destruction is drawing nigh.

I keep it hidden; too painful to express.
My emotions are wrecked and my mind is a mess!

I've killed my emotions, for if I had not,
I would be dead from heartbreak; preparing to rot.

I now feel no pain, sorrow, or fear,
But I also don't feel happiness, this I have to bear.

My sould has been possessed by some dark force...
It's attacking my sanity with no remorse!

I...I AM...

I AM DARKNESS!  I AM THE ULTIMATE SIN!!!

I'm screaming, falling, hurting, yelling,
The time is drawing near!
Crashing, burning, seething, hurting,
I AM what humans fear!

My heart is weeping, yet I feel no pain.
I'm dead to the world and it's racking my brain.

I AM DARKNESS, I AM HATE.
I AM THE WOUNDED, CHOSEN BY FATE

No one can understand my hatred and fear,
And I have yet to cross my darkest year.

HATRED is the ultimate sin
HATRED I AM, forever, always, till the end.

Yet...Something inside me tells me to wait.
It tells me to stay strong; to deny my fate.

This thing called love...Is it really that strong?
I wouldn't know...The feeling is gone.

I have never truly loved, but will that change?
I have no idea, yet it feels so strange...

To think there's someone out there waiting for me.
What does she look like and where could she be?

~~I don't hope...I pray...  That love will find me someday~~