×d.o.n.t×t.a.i.n.t×m.e×
xxx
You were my love untainted 
But you were never a love to call my own 
You were my sad and lonely days 
When I wasn't sad or lonely 
You have always been someone else's love 
Someone else's dream 
But you've always held me up when I'd break apart at the seams 
And every time my mind wanders to you 
I'd have to watch my step 
I was never able to fall 
Fall in love with you 
Instead all that I happened 
Is that I would fall apart 
Please now don't help me 
For I have forgotten you once again 
It really makes me want to die 
You were my best friend 
I told you all the little secrets 
That no one else knew 
I felt I could trust you 
But trust is unidentifiable to a misanthrope 
and without you 
these tears could slit my throat× 
××× 

Amanda Leighanne